Revelation from the desert

Hey everyone this is my first attempt at this blogging thing so read the whole thing and tell me what you think!

When my cousin asked me to come to visit for the summer, I thought "that's a good idea".

I could rest and help out with her son and give my boy a new experience. The trip soon became a business endeavor where I would be teaching several children in the mornings and being a tourist in the afternoon. I thought "That's a really good idea".



Well needless to say God had other plans. We came to the desert, my son and I but things worked out a little differently. I am only working with my little cousin and my son, both are doing great. These guys will be so ready for kindergarten! However, I have found myself rising early in the morning ( still on Georgia time ) and having time to really seek God and experience HIS awesomeness.



The house sits in a valley like area surrounded by mountains, actually the whole community is surrounded by mountains. The landscape is a lot different from the lush green trees of Georgia but it has its own beauty. The sight of the rising or setting sun behind these mountains reminds me that the Lords is still sitting on the throne. You can almost hear the host singing as the sun is coming up and its rays come around the top of the mountains. I don't think I could trade in my Georgia green but man I love the quiet time I have had here just basking in the glory of what God has created.

This was a very distressful year for me. I have felt the enemies attack in my job, marriage, finances and my child's health. This time I have alone has been helpful for me to seek the Lord not just for answers but to climb into his lap and call him daddy. It is then as I feel the warm breeze on my skin that I hear from Him. As I sit and read his word or hum a worship tune I know "All things really do work together for those who love him and are called according to His purpose"



I have to to say the reason I saw my sunset was because it is so very hot here you can only stand to be out early in the day or late at night. The heat is the kind of heat would expect to feel in hell. I jokingly said I was sure to stay in the will of God after experiencing this heat! Hell is not an option. It is also amazing to me how in this heat and dryness there are still beautiful brightly colored flowers coming out of the ground and cactus.



On out trip to the Desert Museum I came across a patch of cactus which had died and was all dried out.The area was rocky and I could hardly see any soil around it. As I got closer I could see a smaller cactus coming out of the dead one, and next to it a bright colored flower! These are the places you insert praise. I had to ask God to make me like the cactus. Even in a dry and seemly dead situation help me to spring forth life. Allow me to bloom and add beauty where I am planted. Let me too bear fruit. The bible tell us they will know us by our fruit. so what are you producing? What have you birthed from your situation?



I had to ask myself those same questions. I realized I had left so many things undone and poorly done. I wanted to bear more fruit. Don't get me wrong my family is my fruit and I am committed to them, but to whom much is given much is required. So as part of my commitment to fruit bearing I am doing the following; I am finishing the process of publishing my first book, starting this blog, and lastly using the gift that God has placed inside me. Because I feared what others might think I refused to do any of these things. I would always find a reason not to do them but now the time has come.



If you are reading this you may be thinking now what dose this have to do with me. Well I'm not sure, What I do know is we should all keep an open mind. Use what you need and toss away what you don't need. I would love for you to come along with me through this journey. You may find out some things about yourself you did not know. Just remember as we strive to bear fruit there will be a pruning process. That's the stuff that hurts. Sometimes we have to expose the ugly to get to the beautiful brightly colored boom God has for us. Can you take it? Are you ready?

Continue to come back and read this blog an oh yes, Let me know what you think .....



Teresa